FUCK... fuck fuck fuck... Dude, Im so sorry man... Part of what has me so torn up right now is that we just found out last friday that my father has cancer... I cant imagine the pain you feel bro, but in a way, Im imagining it if I lose my father... Its the worst thing I can think of, I dunno, Im so sorry for your loss man, you know I was playin about the hanky, I could and would never play light on your loss... Because, Im facing the true reality that I may be in the same place as you... I pray for your dad man, and your family, along with my dad... Talk about sobering...