Yeah, I had never riden anything with two wheels before I hopped on a '00 Gixxer 750. I was scared and nervious like no other. Now i'm always careful when riding, but after a season of riding it, I started to go faster and faster, just because... Stupid. I haven't ever wrecked or laid it down, but if last summer was any longer I feel I very well could have. I am now looking at a Ninja 250 that my friend has and is willing to let go for uber cheap. I hope to feel safer on it. haha
Also, I'm sure you know, but take good care of it, keep it lubed and all that good stuff.
Learn the throttle before you ever put it in gear, and always ease the throttle when in gear... you'll get used to it soon enough.
Basically, i'm just trying to say "Be really careful because I don't want someone else on the boards getting hurt in a bike accident." Good luck man.
And RS4, i'm sorry to hear that, hope you feel better soon.