Everything happens for a reason...Maybe in the present you will not understand why it happened, but in the future you will know why...when bad things happen to me, I always think its because a much better plan is around the corner.
Breakup is hard at times but it makes you stronger. You learn alot of life lessons from a breakup...You will find a better girl...Just focus on yourself and your goals and you will attract that girl. I think love is like treating a cat. Sometimes if you want to pat the cat it runs away. Then when you least expect it, the cat comes and rubs against your leg and wantds to be rubbed. You never know...some girl will be eyeing you and be amazed by you and what you do, and she will come get you.
I know how you feel...I too have felt loney and depressed. Having not seen any of my family for more than 6 years and my mom passed away and I did not even get to take her shopping and stuff, made me bitter and angry at life and everyone. But usually I pull out by thinking of my plans and who I wanna be and what I wanna accomplish. I always think that I am just one guy trying to do something big in this world...Trying to pursue my impossible dream. And when I look back I think " i have been through alot and pulled out of it"
The mind is a very powerful thing...Use it wisely.
Always have long term goals and dreams...These dreams and goals have to be strong so they can pull out of anything. Keep good friends and family.
Remember Will, you are not alone...SM members do not only come here to buy/sell or talk about Supras only....They come here to talk to each other from every corner of this globe. You have lots of friends on here...Look at how many people replied to your thread and viewed it...i'd like to think that behind every supra member here is a big supra club.
Stick to the basics...Exercise, eat well and find useful goals and dreams..I am sure you will feel alot better.
Life was meant to be simple..if your life is very complicated, then it means you are doing something wrong or going down the wrong path. Then get rid of the bad habits or bad influences in your life.
Remember " We cannot prevent the birds of sadness from flying over our heads, but we can prevent them from nesting in our hair".
One day at a day...Will...keep strong and follow your dreams.
Cheers,
Roy