thanks everyone.. life has been very trying for me. i'm having a very difficult time right now..i am not ashamed to admit i sleep in my car every night. My license was suspended because i couldnt make it to court when i was in the hospital... and i have to pay around 2,000 to get it back. Work is impossible to find here in lake county.. and now that i cannot drive, things just seem shitty. i am however, thankful for everyday that i wake up. i have no posessions, nearly no clothes.. im probably going to sell my honda and move.. i don't know where yet.. but it's something i want to do. i want to move away and start a new life.. i want to have something to live for and i want to make something of myself.. i know i am meant for something greater, otherwise i wouldnt still be here today.
My life, is very hard, and i am constantly reminded of the things i dont have and things i need, and who i am today. i hope someone who is having a hard time can look at me and say "if he went through that, i can definately get through this"
Life is hard, my life is hard.
but i will never give up.