Dont know what to do with myself anymore

willfish

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man, I am going crazy here, I am so lack there of motivation anymore. I dont wanna do anything,

my daily routine is this.

get out of bed about anywhere from 11 am to 2 pm,
sit around look at mail, email, p*ssy on internet then just sit here,
play my guitars alittle,,
then maybe got to the grociery store to ghet something to eat. eat anywhere between 6- 8 pm
sit around some more, ,,
start drinking anywhere from 9 to 11 pm, till about 6 am. while playing my guitars thinking about life , checking emails an looking at p*ssy
then do the same thing the next day,

specially since its winter here, ,, cant play on the boat, cant play with the supra.
I leave agin for work the 7th of march, then I go cold turkey on the booze.. till I get laid off again the beginning of May....



Will
 

PROJECT N00b

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why not look for a temp job? or find something to do with the supra, im sure it isnt 100% perfect, so why not look at what needs to be fixed or what can be improved, or look around your house and fix things that need to be fixed. you can also head off to the local gym and work out, thats one hell of a motivator, after doing that you start to look and feel better and your self-esteem sky rockets.
 

willfish

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MKIII N00b said:
why not look for a temp job? or find something to do with the supra, im sure it isnt 100% perfect, so why not look at what needs to be fixed or what can be improved, or look around your house and fix things that need to be fixed. you can also head off to the local gym and work out, thats one hell of a motivator, after doing that you start to look and feel better and your self-esteem sky rockets.
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ixnay the part time job, I make more on unenployment than if I worked full time with a minimum wage job, plus, if I got a part time job, I get screwed out of my unenployment..
cant work on the supra, thers snow out side now, an its still kinda cold as balls out there.
Don't need to go to the gym, got a bow flex in the spare bedroom. plus I'd be too intimidated to go there, since I dont have the 21 yr old body that I use to.

much easier doing what I do,


Will
 

KevinM

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Get a sled and enjoy the snow... Actually don't know how much you'd have right now...MN just got dumped on though, so there's gotta be some a little farther east...

Or get a quad and go tear around. Either way, it's something fun to do. Better in a group, but whatever.
 

Disced

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snowmobile or quad...maybe an AWD car for cheap and go braffing... Pick up online poker.. Or... who knows.. lol
 

drunk_medic

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You are just falling into another funk, Will. It's been pretty well established over time here that you have a problem with depression. Maybe you need to see a counselor or get on meds as a last resort? Or maybe, on a smaller scale, you need some new friends to socialize with, and talk about problems? Not just on here; friends in real life.
 

Supracentral

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I know, I know... You aren't helping SC - STFU...
 

Shytheed Dumas

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I got it Will. Volunteer work. No worry about unemployment checks, gives you something to do, gives a solid purpose and a good feeling about yourself.

Just look at what matters to you. Hospitals have tons of opportunities, give tours at a state park or historical site, delivering food & visiting for shut ins, hospice, homeless shelters, join up with your political party of choice with elections a year and a half away or maybe a lobby organization for something you care about. The possibilities are endless, you just have to get up and do it.
 

Supracentral

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Animal shelters too. I did a couple of years of volunteer work with a no kill a animal shelter.
 

ret

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D34DC311 said:
Pick up a MMO, or any video game for that matter.
buh, video games get old so fast.. I got a 360 less than 2 months ago, I hardly ever play it now, unless people come over. I know it's different for some people, but still..
 

willfish

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I hate to say it, my friends are pretty much just aquaintances. you guys are pretty much all I talk to about anything, an stuff like this...

Will
 

SupraMario

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ret said:
buh, video games get old so fast.. I got a 360 less than 2 months ago, I hardly ever play it now, unless people come over. I know it's different for some people, but still..

not a Console, an MMO. they dont get boring cause your interacting and communicating with tens of thousands of people. Hell just last night I found out one of my clan members lives in clarksville at the army base up there. He plays alot of paintball, and I live in dickson, 30mins from him. So this spring break I invited him to come play some paint with the group that plays at my place. It really is a small world if you think about it.